Addiction: Choice or Disease?

Addiction: Choice or Disease?

For years, I believed addiction was a choice. People told me I could stop if I really wanted to, and I believed them. That is, until I found myself at the Ottawa Mission, homeless and on the brink of losing everything.

What many don't understand about addiction is its progressive nature. Like any chronic illness, it doesn't appear overnight. It creeps in, slowly eroding your willpower, your relationships, and your sense of self.

Addiction is not a moral failing or lack of willpower. It's a chronic, progressive illness affecting the mind, body, and spirit. When I hit rock bottom or a lower bottom then I had ever experienced before, I was utterly powerless over my addiction. My life had become completely unmanageable.

I still remember the day at the mission when they told me recovery required a spiritual awakening. My mind recoiled at the idea. How could this be the answer?

But after 18 years of sobriety and working with many people struggling with addiction - and tragically losing 17 souls along the way (In the last 4 years alone) - it has become abundantly clear: the only way out is through God.

Understanding addiction means recognizing its roots in underlying character flaws and emotional issues, all triggered by a spiritual malady. This perspective emphasizes that addiction is a complex, multifaceted condition requiring a holistic approach to recovery.

Key aspects of this journey include:

Acknowledging powerlessness over addiction

Seeking a spiritual solution

Addressing character defects

Viewing recovery as a lifelong process

Embracing fellowship and support

Practicing regular self-reflection

Making amends for past wrongs

Serving others in recovery

Surrendering to a higher power

While this approach has been transformative for me and many others, it's important to note that it's not the only path to recovery. Each person's journey is unique.

If you're struggling with addiction, know that you're not alone. There is hope, and there is a way out. It starts with admitting powerlessness and being open to a spiritual solution. Your journey to recovery and purpose can begin today.